DJSng's Mini-Blog

@djsng 6/24/2025 3:00pm

i don't know what's worse, fan anxiety, computer temperature anxiety or THE FUCKING HORRIBLE HEAT WAVE GOD DAMNIT PLEASE SAVE ME

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@djsng 6/23/2025, 9:00pm

Hi! I thought I should share another demo with you all. Just a little preview, on me.

I am currently working on a remix project with somebody I work with very closely when it comes to producing. My go-to for adding new ideas goes to them and everything, and usually they're the only one that will get a cameo on a project I'm working on. Yesterday, we had the idea of doing a remix project together on their old material (and some of mine).

This is one of the tracks that'll be on it. It's a remix of one of their songs, which was a remix of one of my songs. I upped the tempo a little and added back some old production that was taken out when they remixed my song. I also added some trap style drums, because that's what I do now.

By the way! If you want to see some more, older work, click here to view it on my old site draft!

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@djsng 6/21/2025 11:34pm

since i played borderlands 2 last night, the computer has been idling at 50 degrees (60 degrees just browsing discord and doing super light stuff). it idled 10 degrees lower doing those things before. minecraft still runs at the same 60 degrees so maybe it's tolerable, but i really need repairs on this laptop for what it's worth

anyway, i'm still playing with my wii. slapped new batteries in it and we're gold at 100% again! i'm worried about the batteries draining, apparently they still drain even while in the remote, so i've been taking them out when i'm not holding the remote or using it. a little excessive, but i do just want to be safe

#yap#im so fucking scared for my laptop#wii update

@djsng 6/20/2025 4:08pm

holy shit the computer was running at 70 degrees trying to play borderlands 2 SLOWWW THE FUCK DOWNNN

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@djsng 6/20/2025 4:07pm

i need to give my physical consoles more love because i have a nintendo 64 that i love but can't buy games for (retro game buying is too expensive, my budget is quite literally $0.00 and emulation is hard without a controller), and the games i already have for it are dirty and all need to be cleaned really good.

i also have a wii i just got a remote for but i have no rechargable batteries, no second remote to play with family and no nunchuck to play all the fun stuff. :(

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@djsng 6/19/2025, 11:11pm

no lifing in front of a computer to replace my homepage with my blog code... wonderful

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@djsng 6/19/2025, 9:00pm

i'm at a crossroads with my page rn

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the thing is, i wanted my site to be PG-13 from the start. i didn't want to mention stuff about roblox porn games and pedophiles roaming roblox and the porn developer being invited to roblox' events or anything

but with how bad these issues have gotten, plus my natural instinct being to rant about these things... where can i even put these rants? i hate twitter, i hate tumblr, i worry about being restricted. i don't want to make my site strictly 18+, but i don't want to leave out these rants either. like obviously i'd not do it often, but i still need to rant and make even just one blog post about roblox's clear sex problems.

so what can i do? i have a warning set up on my neocities page right now. i tried to explain as clearly as possible that i might talk about pedophiles and roblox's sexual content crisis, but i can't help but feel it's not good enough. like i need to clearly do more for this stuff.

and on top of that i worry so much about platform bans. spacehey has strict moderation -- will i get banned for mirroring that kind of discussion and content? neocities has a 18+ toggle if you show pornography -- what if the rules have changed since then and i get my site completely striken down for talking about roblox having porn games hidden in the surface? what if i have to strictly be an 18+ page, even though i also want to focus on PG-13 stuff that has zero mention of sexual themes at all?

fuuuck i don't know what to do. i'm so anxious, because handling this wrong is obviously very bad, but some people on the internet tend to have no remorse or no real think ahead. bad content is bad content, right? you have to get rid of it and stop it at all costs, but accidents happen. and i don't want to have to be handholded through ideas, but i don't want to fuck up royally either

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@djsng 6/19/2025, 5:48pm

still so paranoid about having an ssd cause i know it can die at any point if i write too much, but i'll never be able to predict that

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@djsng 6/19/2025, 5:34pm

i helped somebody setup deploy to neocities with github's magic! so proud rn cause it went smooth

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@djsng 6/19/2025, 4:30pm

i made a sitemap!

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@djsng 6/19/2025, 4:15pm

there went spacehey again

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@djsng 6/19/2025, 2:28pm

internet archive was generous enough to save my original minecraft clients rant from april 2023. that's very cool but i wish i had the june 2023 one still

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@djsng 6/19/2025, 12:01am

god damnit i fat fingered the wrong emoji for status cafe

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@djsng 6/18/2025, 11:56pm

i restored some stuff from my old github commit archive of my site and put it in my archives tonight for all of neocities to see. i made some minor changes to make everything work with relative paths (in case i need to move stuff around again) and also to remove some dead stuff. i know 100% i didn't get it all.

i'm going to bed now. hopefully didn't fuck up on a masterful level doing this. i'm going to miss the fact i had some old builds i could have uploaded.

I think the feburary 2022 build might be the /kore/ one in archives, actually

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@djsng 6/18/2025, 10:11pm

hosts a mirror of a friend's project out of boredom. enters advanced web design territory. i am stupid as fuck and had to be handholded through it

this is not coping!

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@djsng 6/18/2025, 10:00pm

congratulations bad end theatre for making it to consoles!

~~and thank you wintr for reverse adding me to your website, that was absolutely not necessary, even though i don't have a god damn fucking button yet~~ they put somebody else's page in place of mine by accident

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@djsng 6/18/2025, 8:40pm

i forked oldcord so i could back up my preferences with github and make server tags an opt-in. go check it out or something.

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@djsng 6/18/2025, 6:07pm

i've been fussing with css for like an hour now. i had to ask chatgpt to help me create a tag filter button on this very page and i really did not want to rely on ai. i just couldn't think of any possible crackhead idea. i cannot make a button to hide sensitive content oh well i'll keep using the double read more solution for now! fuck css

it didn't work anyway

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@djsng 6/18/2025, 2:38pm

github's been going down quite a bit

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@djsng 6/18/2025, 12:18am

"what's so good about neoforge"
over a year later: native forge sodium.

only with neoforge(tm)

gn all

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@djsng 6/17/2025, 11:40pm

nooooo you almost solved the gap between fabric and neoforge! you almost solved it! all you had to do is make a viafabricplus alternative for forge that includes plus's client fixes NOOOOOOOOOOOO

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@djsng 6/17/2025, 5:12pm

roblox needs to get all those thumbs out of their ass

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you cannot be oblivious enough to ban then unban a porn game developer, allow them time to transfer their shit to another account, AND INVITE THEM TO YOUR EVENT. is the development team full of people with brain disorders?

like you cannot willingly tell me this event will be generational without lying to my fucking face??? like no, it's gonna be shit? roblox is day by day proving i don't want to stay on it's dysfunctional platform any longer???

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@djsng 6/17/2025, 4:59pm

i cannot stop thinking about a startup roblox group tried to approach me to produce for their game in summer 2023, it was a roblox backrooms thing and i think they didnt even have game prototypes yet! i made some demos, they ghosted me, and i can only assume they went defunct because i cannot find any trace of their game anywhere

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@djsng 6/17/2025, 2:07pm

following up on when i posted i was anxious about using other people's fursonas and furry art as an icon -- i'm noticing a pattern of "go ahead but only my characters! please do not use a comm that's kinda disrespectful" and i still want to be safe, but my gut is basically slowly getting confirmed, i guess? still worried to do it all willy nilly, i'm always going to check in and hunt an artist's twitter page to get answers on that

and still fuck pinterest. i can't tell what's commissions, what's okay art and what's outright a disallowed reupload

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@djsng 6/17/2025 12:56pm

considering minecraft starting to release a bunch of updates around ~1.20 era was the 9/11 of Minecraft Optimizing Mods, and 1.21.5 didn't have all it's updated optimization yet... i have so many low hopes for 1.21.6. please stop mojang. stop i can't keep up YOU'RE WINNING TOO MUCH

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@djsng 6/16/2025, 8:41pm

the bus is taking a while.

i am so impressed by how much motivation i've had recently! so here's another one for the fire

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@djsng 6/16/2025 4:11pm

i need a minecraft skin manager soooo much

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@djsng 6/15/2025, 11:35pm

watermarked version of ezred.png. a figure with black wavy hair is standing in a black background with a red shine offset to the left. the figure has no visible face features except for a black mask with a red glow on the front. on the bandana is watermarked, 'djsng, djsng.neocities.org, djs4gnx.github.io'

i think you picked a bad day to go outside

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@djsng 6/15/2025 5:22pm

IT FUCKING WORKED

THERES NO BAD BLOOD I WENT AND APOLOGIZED

OH MY GOOOOOOD I NEED TO WORK ON MY TEMPER BUT MAAAAN. MAN, THAT WORKED

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@djsng 6/15/2025 3:45pm

trying to repair old friendships i made shit mistakes on... i feel like such a fool. i've dropped people for the pettiest reasons, sometimes in the influence of others i was around. i dropped a dude because somebody was gen appalled on some guy's take and instead of kindly and very clearly explain why people feel a certain way, i blocked the dude. it was a sensitive topic too so i know quite a few people would have been on my friend's side, not his. fuuuck...

but i do also know that on the other side of the spectrum, i will probably try and make amends and somehow get frustrated by something else or something. i hate friendships so much they're so hard PLEASE PUT ME ON AUTOPILOT. i don't want to worry about offensive content anymore just let me yap about my music pleasee

i'm a victim of lonely desperation. ama!

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@djsng 6/14/2025, 10:48pm

so hesitant to use other people's furry art as my profile icon a lot of the times because i don't want to cross an artist's boundaries but i also have no idea if they would care about me using their fanart or anything as a profile picture. i blame pinterest for making it so unclear

i do know that some people who make games like nami are so cool abt it because it's a game character and even some fursona owners dont mind as long as u avoid commissions (which i get -- a commissioner would flip their shit if u dont ask) but i don't want to have to overstep the boundary in the first place because i might be hard to reach or sumn

and pinterest people start crediting art more often. y'all make these issues 10x worse

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@djsng 6/14/2025, 8:20pm

watermarked version of think.png. a figure with a black swoop haircut is standing in a black background with a white shine in the center. the figure has a cartoon smile with glasses. on the hairline the image is watermarked, 'djsng @ djsng.neocities.org'

he's having a think

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@djsng 6/14/2025, 1:10pm

HI I DID A RANKING ON RATEYOURMUSIC ON AWAKEN I AM'S 2023-2025 SINGLE LINEUP. PLEASE CHECK IT OUT

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@djsng 6/14/2025, 12:33pm

Razer's terrible software opens ten instances and uses like, half of my CPU for no reason. I switch to a very cheap Steelseries mouse and the software uses almost nothing Idle. How do you get beaten by Steelseries?

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@djsng 6/14/2025, 11:23am

NOOO I DIDN'T SAVE MY ROBLOX EDIT CLIPS

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@djsng 6/14/2025, 12:37am

I am always going to remember the song that hooked me on Three Days Grace: Time of Dying.
I blame Kenny McCormick. That damn AMV...

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@djsng 6/13/2025, 9:40pm

It impresses me how many Minecraft servers claim to be one thing, then end up having crate keys, quests and McMMO... The first and last especially are a recipe for hate.

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@djsng 6/13/2025, 6:59pm

oh, that's how you do more than one tag

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@djsng 6/13/2025, 6:59pm

I didn't know I had to send images of five Minecraft builds, give you reasons to invite me and commit to a VC every time I get on, SHARON.

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@djsng 6/13/2025, 6:28pm

ROBLOX strike begins again. This is getting ridiculous.

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I unfortunately cannot sugarcoat it anymore. ROBLOX is becoming a sex ring. "Moderated" is a very light term, because despite the fact I hear almost nothing about the worst of the worst, I still have to hear about how condos are still up, people are having "studio sessions", I have to see day by day avatars of people who very clearly have no pants on, people with display names that are very clearly sexual, and as I attempt to report these things, nothing happens.

This is all getting super ridiculous. So it seems that in the meantime, we have to... well... Quit again.

Yay...

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@djsng 6/13/2025, 2:42pm

i need to work on my blog post. oh no...

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@djsng 6/12/2025, 11:05pm

i just remembered when i said at some point around december 2024 or early 2025 (probably janurary or feburary if i had to be real) that i wanted to make one of my new year goals to be to work on my friendships and make old remedies.